I’ve gotta lose some weight.  Hailey is now 4 and I don’t think I can call it baby weight anymore.  I’m serious now… we have a trip planned in a couple of months and I want to be skinny when we go.  Here’s a few pictures to help with my motivation:

Skinny me… you’d think I would have looked a little happier to be so skinny.  Anyhoo- this is my before pregnant picture.

And in this picture you will notice that I am quite pregnant.  About 35 weeks to be exact.

And this is me now- our 10th anniversary trip to Disney World.

So clearly, if I want to get back to my before picture (and I still have those jeans, just in case!) I need to get my butt in gear!  I haven’t exactly figured out my plan, but I will post about it soon.

I guess I should be thankful that I’m at least holding steady at the same weight.  The thing that is so upsetting is that if I had stuck to my diet from the start I would probably be pretty close to my goal by now.  I’m sooooo frustrated and feeling really down about it.  We go on our trip 2 weeks from now and I’m super excited about our trip, but I’m not excited that I’m going to be fat in our pictures, once again.

Ugh….  I was doing so good until we went away last week to VA.  Now I just seem to not be able to get back on task with my weight loss.  I did okay while we were there- I gave myself permission to eat out and enjoy myself.  I didn’t go too overboard though.  When we got home I had gained 2 pounds.  Not too bad and actually I think I could have lost that in one day if I ate healthy and drank a lot of water.  But instead of doing that I kept eating the way I wanted to for the whole week.  And now I’m still 2 pounds higher than I was 2 weeks ago.  Grrrrr… no way I can make my gold before our trip.  Trying not to give up.

I’m in Virginia on vacation this week, so I’m not weighing in.  I’m going to try to stay on my diet as best as I can but I’m also going to enjoy our trip.  Hopefully my week 5 weigh in will be good and not be a weight gain week.